rhodenel - woman by nature

wall between us

11 months ago - 322 views
wall between us
Lets not quibble over what may grow, in this separation between us; you'll want passion fruit and honeysuckle, while I'll ask for ivy and roses. Better yet is a concrete wall. Behind this wall I can hide my colourful laundry from you and you can hide your heap of outdated sentiments, from my gaze. Because smiling can get wearisome sometimes, but behind this wall I can rest my face, my case.
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finders, keepers

11 months ago - 356 views
finders, keepers
In her garden, cream and light green decked the bed, the pebbled path that led there was uneven and laced across with shade.
 
He was baking, just as she was baking in the sun; lemons, ripe and golden weighing down the tree.
 
Except for a lone dove cooing and five songbirds chirping, the air was quiet, with just a slight breeze that smelled of nothing much at all. And to her left, the concrete wall, like grey school trousers; faded, stained and browned with dust.
 
The breeze picked up and rustled through, more birds came to join the song.
 
As his hands moved – just like the breeze strips leaves off from the trees – they flew, then dropped, then lay dead still. His hands across her face, it muffled out the song, and on his skin the distinct smell of wood fires from afar.
 
A dust storm rose as he dug the hole, and the sun hid its face, taking its warmth from her. Once hot, now cold, it crept against her skin.
 
There once was a boy, who found a girl, all rolled up and tied just like a parcel. And with his mouth he gnawed, with his fingers pulled, until he managed to undo her. Once white, now dirty and browned along the edges. She laid upon the ground, like scroll-work, like art.
 
Waisted. Forgotten. Until retrieved... Find her keeper.
 
If you've been in the sky, you'd know, that passing up above – too high, too far, so small – you cannot see her down there. To you, she doesn’t even exist. Well, not until you fall.
 
Find her, keep her.
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flow

11 months ago - 246 views
flow
Surrendered Learning
Laminate Dance Balanced Fall
Floating Sustained Flight
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I'm Pulling the Plug

One year ago - 261 views
I'm Pulling the Plug
For nearly a decade now I've been firmly connected
To the world and its net, Through cable and a modem.
 
I've mistaken this plug-in For some kind of life line
But today, I'm pulling the plug On this failed connection;
 
If you will not be near to me I can not be dear to you
If you can not be near to me Dissolve, evaporate into oblivion.
 
'Cause to me you may Just as well not exist.
But if you care to be Someone special to me,
 
Then seduce me with your lips As you speak and show you care.
Intoxicate me with your human smell And conquer me with your warm embrace.
 
I don't care for X and O's Virtual pokes or followers.
So get your body over here And seal the deal, with a real kiss.
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April Song

Two years ago - 331 views
April Song
I watched in disbelief
As the last embers of my heart
Fade to a gloomy, black death
 
The hymns were sung, eulogy read
And as the smoke subsided, it revealed
No charred remains, only ashes
 
To stand and mourn for seven days
Is customary
But to mourn these seven years?
Insanity
 
Gone are my pleas in desperation
So too, the masochistic isolation
I'm hollowed out now
Echoing only other's sentiments
 
At peace with my condition
Hopelessness turned to resignation
My pace, a steady crawl to nowhere
 
What do you feel, what do you love?
 
How can I feel, how can I love?
I have, only ashes for a heart
 
But then this morning
 
Silence was
Imbued with
Nightingale song,
Gushing
 
In that moment
Lightning struck
And a new heart rose
Like a phoenix
From my ashes